nightmare

it's the scarries nightmare ever. seinget guw, mimpi tadi malem bener-bener mimpi yg paling menakutkan, kayake baru kali ini pas bangun tidur langsung bsyukur karena yg barusan terjadi cuman mimpi. sigh...tadi pagi pas bangun ce masih inget detail mimpinya, tp sekarang dah mulai lupa. di mimpi, guw lagi di kantor, mo balik. udah prepare n doing sgala macem buat pulang, tnyata rendy ngajakin pulangnya telat, n the worst musti nungguin senior pulang skalian, lama pula. gak tau, tiba-tiba aja mood langsung brubah drastis, langsung marah aja. guw ngebanting barang-barang yg ada di sekitar guw, guw marah-marah gak kekontrol ke smua org yg ada di sekitar guw, guw jadi orang yg annoying banget. n kejadian itu berlanjut ampe pas pulang k kosan n besok harinya. n gara-gara kemarahan guw, orang-orang jadi benci ma guw, orang-orang kantor jadi ngolok-olok guw, guw dijauhin n jd sendirian ga punya temen. nah pas saat-saat guw sedih banget karena ditinggalin semua orang guw kbangun.
guw takut, guw gak bisa sendiri, guw gak suka dijudge ma orang-orang, tapi guw juga ga bisa terus-terusan jadi orang yang sesuai dengan apa yg orang-orang mau, gak tau....guw capek.
guw gak ngerti misteri mimpi, entah mimpi itu cuma rangkuman gak jelas dari potongan-potongan frame yg sempat muncul di pikiran kita, ato mungkin mimpi tu semacam visualisasi atas apa yg tanpa sadar muncul di pikiran kita ato emang mimpi itu muncul diluar kendali pikiran kita, entahlah...guw hanya gak mau sendirian.

me n my "art" work

Wow, udah senin lagi….seneng hari ini bos dah dateng, akhirnya guw bisa ngehindar lg kerjaan hukum yg guw gak ngerti!
weekend kemaren bisa dikatakan lumayan, planning kegiatan yg guw bikin biarpun gak smua sesuai tp overall OK koq, kcuali bagian keuangannya. Yup, seperti bulan-bulan lalu, keuangan guw blon bisa guw kendaliin, masih aja gak disiplin n suka beli-beli barang yg gak bener-bener diperluin n gak ada dalam anggaran, bad me! Anyway sepert biasanya di postingan ini guw bakalan kasih cerita seputar weekend guw… doh payah, ini blog lama-lama updatenya cuman pas abis weekend doank kayaknya.
Jumat guw dah planning apa aja buat ngisi weekend guw. Karena 2 minggu kemaren berturut-turut klayapan ke pantai terus, kulit tambah gosong even kbakar, akhirnya mutusin weekend ini di kosan aja, ngurusin tanaman, nglanjutin ngecat botol, n nyoba ngegambar di kanvas.

Jadi rencananya adalah:
Sabtu :
Pagi, bkunjung ke kontrakan fahry buat nyabutin rumput liar di spot tanaman guw. Dilanjut berenang.
Siang, pergi nganter ke Senci nemenin bambang nyari clana kerja sekalian guw nyari sepatu kerja. Beli kanvas n cat minyak.
Malem, mulai bikin sket buat gambar minggu.
Minggu :
Pagi, hunting anggrek tanah di bukit deket kantor.
Siang, nglukis pake cat minyak.

Ehm…weekend guw penuh ya scedulnya…tapi yg terjadi adalah.....

Sabtu:
Pagi, males-malesan bangun, jadinya kesiangan n gak jadi brenang, tp masih sempet berkebun.

Siang, ke Senci, bukannya dapat spatu tapi malah beli kaos n cardigan, its totally out of budget. Cuman dapat kanvas, cat minyaknya gak ada.
Malem, pergi ke gramedia jayapura buat beli cat minyak, malah beli novel juga. Padahal udah menahan diri, tapi tetep aja kaki tergoda buat melangkah ke lantai 2 n tangan tergoda buat ambil novel. Pas balik kos masih sempet bikin sket gambar di kanvas.


Minggu :
Pagi, dah males buat pergi nyari anggrek, blon punya pot buat nanamnya. Semangat buat nglukis, abis sarapan langsung mulai ngecat.
Siang, masih berkutat dengan gambar-menggambar.


Sore, diajakin jagung renang.
Malem, blanja telor n ayam buat di masak di kontrakan fahry. Masak n makan di kontrakan fahry. Nanem kembang hasil metik di kolam renang.
Jadi begitulah weekend yang sebagian besar waktunya guw habiskan buat gambar-mengambar di kosan, ehm…cukup menyanangkan. Moga minggu-minggu ke depan guw masih sempat n nyempetin, biar gak tergoda buat jalan-jalan n beli-beli gak jelas yg ngabisin uang, hehehehe.

G-string

i introduce u...mr. G-string!!!
saking kurang kerjaannya, ampe bikin ni mr. G-string dari kawat yg buat ngiket paket dokumen. ini dia aksi mr. G-string

Weekend n Pulau Enggros

salam weekend! telat yah...sekarang dah hari2 kerja lagi! tp gapapalah ya...seperti biasanya, ni postingan selalu ada pas abis weekend aja!
ehm, weekend kemaren jadwal lumayan padet. sabtu pagi abis bangun tidur langsung mluncur ke kontrakan fahry buat jenguk tanaman2 guw. tetep...cabenya gak bisa tumbuh makmur...
ini diya keadaan mereka

jam 8 brangkat renang. udah nyoba byar-byur-byar-byur tetep aja mash blon bisa gaya bebas, gpp ding masih untung bisa ngambang. tp aneh deh, dulu pas blon bisa renang, buat ngambang aja susah, sekarang pas pengen bisa nyelam, susah banged buat gak ngambang!
abis makan siang rencana mo potong rambut di tempat n capster langganan. guw brangkat bareng rendy roomate guw. sampe di sono tnyata capster langganan masih sibuk, ngantri n jadi antrian terlama yg penah guw lakuin cuman buat potong rambut! n ternyata...dari 3jaman guw ngantri yg guw dapetin cuman gratis cuci rambut. gara-garanya mbak2nya minta guw cuci rambut dulu padahal kerjaan capster langanan blon kelar. jadi ampe rambut guw balik kering seperti semula, guw cuman duduk2 manis aja gitu di depan kaca, gak disentuh sama sekali! karena bete, akhirnya guw cancel gunting rambut!!! gak enak juga ce ma orang salon, tp gmn laggi udah keburu bete!

minggu diajakin ma tmen2 senior buat maen ke pulau enggros, pulau di teluk kasuari yg tiap hari kami liat kalo mo ke jayapura dari abepura. katanya ce di situ kayak ada daratan yg kadang ti,bul kadang tenggelam, orang lokal nyebutnya lapangan timbul tenggelam, biasa buat maen bola katanya klo lagi timbul. brangkat rame2 menuju pelabuhan yoteva pake angkot, trus nyebrang ke pulau pake boat, kurang seru sih, boatnya jalannya pelan, jd rada bosen, padahal cuman 10 menitan. qta dianter ampe pulau trus tar soren baru dijemput ma tukang boatnya. kirain pantainya berpasir putih, tnyata pas nyampe pasirnya item. trus di sana juga gak ada spot yg bagus buat snorkeling, jd ya cuman maen aer, brenang2 aja, gada ombak jd aman banged buat renang. tapi pas siangan abis makan, iseng2 nglempar nasi ke ikan2 kecil yg ada di pinggir pantai, eh mereka mau, n jadi pada ngumpul rada banyak. pas setelah makan guw ngais2 tu bungkusan sisa makan temen2, nyari sisa2 makanan buat ikan2 garis2 itu. wuih seru, ikan2 itu doyan banged ma daging ayam, jadi sambil tiduran di aer qta ngasih makan ikan2 itu....lucu! sayang klo difoto dari atas gak kliatan ikannya!
di skitar pulau enggros banyak bintang laut gede, yg berduri gitu, bagus deh warnanya, putih merah, merah item n orange keijoan. karena mupeng akhirnya qta iseng ngambil beberapa, jahat ya...tar nyesel ujung2nya. guw pikir tu bintang laut bisa dikeringin kayak yg kecil, tnyata gak, busuk deh kayaknya jadine...hikz, maafkan saya!!!!
janji gak bakalan ngulangi lagi!!!
sempet juga maen pasir, lempar2an n dikubur di pasir juga. bodohnya guw yg bikin tu lubang n mengajukan diri buat dikubur! ternyata gak enak rasanya! seseg banged di dada, susah nafas! gak bisa gerak! tp lumayan ce, buat seru2an orang2. jadi badan gue ditimbun pasir n dibentuk gak jelas ma org2 n buat wahana poto2 mereka, salah guw!

pas trakhir nyelam juga sempet kena bulu babi, padahal disekitar situ ikannya lumayan bagus2, untung cuman nyenggol, jd gak ada duri yg ketinggalan. Kata orang2 klo kena bulu babi gitu musti segera diambil, biar racunnya gak nyebar, n katae klo dikencingin bisa rada netralin racunnya. Karena guw takut klo jadi parah guw kencingin juga tu luka, hehehe, dibalik pohon besar n rindang guw ngencinginnya...hihihi tips yg aneh! tapi beneran juga sih, jd gak terlalu sakit.
karena ampir seharian maen di pantai n kena matahari, hasilnya pas pulang punggung guw tbakar, padahal dah pake lotion juga sblonnya. tapi karena kelamaan kena sinar matahari, tetep aja punggung guw perih.
ini poto2 diriq! (maap poto2nya cuman pake hp, yg pake kaera blon dape filenya!)

play the game!

selama seminggu ini di kantor gak banyak kerjaan, even bisa dibilang gada kerjaan! boz gak ada sejak 26 oktober kmaren, tar balik lagi bru tanggal 6 desember. big boz juga banyak ke luar kota, otomatis ke kantor cuman buat duduk2 aja, males2an. sebenere klo mau banyak juga ce yg bisa dikerjain, tapi malez.
nah yang bikin tambah males sekarang di kantor lebih sering maen game, game online di facebook macam cafe world n fishville, jadi addict malahan :(

kerjaan tertunda, malah sibuk ngurusin restoran khayalan n toko ikan di internet! n baru2 ni malah dapet game plant tycoon, yah malah makin sering ngegame-nya di kantor!
datang ke kantor cuman buat maen aja jadinya.....payah.....

padahal kmaren lusa boz bru ngasih form isian dailylog, form yg mesti diisi ma kegiatan di kantor tiap jam buat bahan evaluasi. lah...kalo tiap hari, tiap jam guw cuman maen doang, mo diisi apa coba form itu? masak mo diisi perkembangan cafe guw di cafe world, brapa banyak ikan yg berhasil guw jual di fishville n brapa spesies baru yg guw temuin di plant tycoon! huh.....

ga jelaz, nyontek gogo n cumi

pertama liat dari gogo, truz cumi bikin juga, kan guw latah kan ya...jadi ikutan juga deh! gatau dapet berapa! itung ndiri ya!!!!

Bold what you’ve done!
01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said “I love you” and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease...di depan kaca hahaha
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg glacier
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby’s diaper...untung gak pas pup
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill...males brangkat
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath...pas di jacuzzi hotel brrrr
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors...pan mudik klo lebaran!!!
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment...ya paling gak da banyak yg lebih merana dari gue
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends...it's such a grace!!!
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records (cds)
70. Pretended to be a superhero...pas kecil ce, yg bisa ngilang n terbang
71. Sung karaoke...ini mah doyan!!!
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud...pas masih kecil juga
78. Played in the rain...pengen lagi...banged!
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it...gatau, pas lagi error
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog...huh, koq bisa tau ya!
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites...ke borobudur! hahahaa
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn’t have...yeah there someone
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on...yg alus2 gitu deh...hihihii
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage...trakhir di panggung diklat prajab, hehehehe
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand...??? jadi gak ya?
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed...hihihi ampe bersih!!!
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy...ehm, diecast tmasuk gak ce?
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
132a. Had them write back
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. …more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking...di motor ce, sering malahan, biasanya malah pake dance2 hahahaha
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived...motor crash ce, motor guw mpe ancur
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone’s heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a TV game show
149. Broken a bone...gara2 kcelakaan tulang jari telunjuk kaki yg patah, hahahaa kan tulang juga!
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle...makanya ampe jatoh sgala!, (mustinya ini diganti nyetir mobil aja, blon bisa)
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse...di tempat wisata n dituntun ma g punya tapi, hihihihi
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than US states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach,...tapi pake sendal
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes...apa anehnya ya?
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. …and gotten 86’ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating...motong ayam termasuk kan!
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions...lagi gak pengen ketemu temen2!
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing game
200. Been arrested

the Project n Glass Painting

inilah perkembangan ter-update dari tanaman guw, udah mulai tumbuh seh, cuman cabenya kayaknya ga tumbuh normal, bukannya makin gede malah kelihatan makin merana. tapi moga ja mereka tetep survive.











guw mulai ngerjain hal2 yang dulu jadi hobi guw pas masih di malang, ini salah satunya, ngegambar di botol. karena waktu yg ada terbatas, jadinya hari minggu kemaren cuman sempet ngerjain sampai bikin garis dasar. next klo ada waktu lagi dilanjutin dengan ngasihh warna.

jasmine for Sasha

nemuin resep ini dari alaaya, karena lagi nganggur jadinya bikin ini aja deh, pas banged ma anjuran alaaya...
just for my beloved Sasha

the project - 081109

ini beberapa foto tanaman yg berhasil survive setelah seminggu ditanam, keep alive gals n guys!









berikut juga disertakan foto progres pelaksanaan proyek, dari sebelom, hingga update terakhit hari ini!


mohon jangan kecewa, even nyela kalo yg dinamain "project" tnyata cuman kayak gini doank!
ini pembelaan guw :
1. guw anak kos, so guw otomatis cuman nyewa kamar kos, gak ada hak buat menggunakan lahan punya pemilik kos, so lucky me temen guw, fahry, punya kontrakan yg halaman belakangnya bisa buat ditanami.
2. harga tanaman di papua selangit!. pernah kan dulu crita soal harga ikan hias yg mahal, harga tanaman hias pun tak kalah mahal. buat gambaran, kaktus kodok yg di jawa gak laku,gak ada harga jualnya, di papua bia dijual dg harga 30rb-an!
3. guw kerja dari pagi ampe sore, senin sampe sabtu, jd guw ngerasa hebat aja masih sempet ngurusin tanaman di sela-sela jadwal guw yg padet ;)
so...jd wajar dong klo hal sepele gini guw anggep sebagai 'project,' dan ini masih berkelanjutan, pengennya halaman belakang fahry bisa jd tempat buat guw duduk, baca2, sambil minum teh menikmati sore...hahahahahaha

the project - 041109

ehm...guw puas sore kemaren!
kayae project guw buat punya taman mini a.k.a sdikit-spot buat tanam-menanam bakalan berhasil.
kemaren pulang kantor lebih cepet dari biasanya, gara-gara mati lampu orang-orang pada pulang duluan. padahal jam 5 kurang dah nyala listriknya, tp orang kantor dah kepalang pulang.
guw gak mau dong nyia-nyiain kesempatan pulang cepet yg langka ini. rencana awal mo ngambilin beberapa tanaman di kantor sabtu siang, trus sabtu sore ditanam. tapi karena kemaren da kesempatan, akhirnya guw ambil aja beberapa tunas tanaman yg ada di kantor, kebetulan tmen guw bawa tas kresek, pas banget deh. jd pas pulang kemaren dah bawa bibit tanaman yg siap ditanam di spot tanam-menanam di kontrakan fahry.

sampe kosan langsung mandi n sholat magrhib. abiz nyari bibit kemangi pesenan fahri, langsung deh guw brankat menuju TKP penanaman hasil jarahan dari kantor. ternyata bibit cabe guw banyak yg layu, ga tahan panas rupanya, terlalu dini, premature. tp yang bikin sedikit seneng bibit cengger ayam dah kelihatan progres pertumbuhannya. hum...*angguk-angguk senang!*

gak buang waktu, langsung guw tanam tu bibit hasil jarahan dari kantor. iya, karena semangatnya, dah lewat magrhib-pun guw lanjut nanem kembang-kembang itu, mumpung da kesempatan n semangat!!!
ehm, kayae klo bisa survive n sukses bakalan lumayan deh buat diliat-liat (lumayan loh ya...gak lebih). ehmm....seneng!!!

doain ya...moga project tanam-menanam ini berhasil!!! maap blon bisa kasih foto, kondisi terlalu gelap, jdnya gak memungkinkan buat ambil gambar. laen kali ja yak. oh ya, bibit kemanginya instant, biji selasih yg dijual buat dibikin minuman gitu! tau deh bisa tumbuh pa gak, moga bisa ya....